ameeen and thanks alot

i hope not to see a muslim suffering in this life

me too
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that moment when you realize you've made a wrong decision and you can't go back

dear dad you're page is one of my favourite....it let my weak expretions flew with oneother....
how ever.....i must say i miss writting to you .... hope you're fine

and i miss talking to you too

thank you for your nice words

im wondering about something ,, why do you call me dad

:( I'm too sensitive for my own good

dad.....is not just a word
its an expression used in which you have a precious preson that cannot be named in such other names

in case of your rejection....you can choose your symbolic name .... and let me know :)dsdsd
till then....is hould say...Feee Aman Allah

no on the contrary

:) i really like it

but in this case i have to come up with a name for you too

..Sometimes
I wish speak and write in a different language
not understood by anyone

?Is it possible


TY 4 this space

ok....
Dr. Ra3ad named me previously.....
any suggestion?

umm ,, you could try learning more than one language and then

when you're around certain people just speak a language different from their language

:) thank you for brightening up my page

I'm not really sure yet

i wanna come up with a great name for you

no more than



a dead

hi ,, what's wrong sister

just black thoughts

today i was feeling good ,, but something happened like an hour ago and now i feel really depressed

i don't wanna talk to anyone i dont wanna see anyone ,, i even dont wanna move from my office

:( i really don't know how to control my feelings and not let small things bother me

is there any new things with her??

no not really ,, she just texts me

she says how are you and things like that

and i reply to her and that's it

but it's difficult for me

and i always remember how great and beautiful things were between me and her

good
i told u a woman's love has different features from that of a man

? so what should i do now ? just wait

yes of course
i think when she says that because she just want to have more and more of love and care
she wants to be more than sure that you love her and can't live without her

:/ I'll try my best

? what about you ? are those thoughts still there

every thing is bad with me

:(

? is it because of depression

i really wanna help you with anything i can ,, you always help here here and im thankful for that

because for me ,, talking with someone who knows exactly how i feel is a relief

yes talking with others always help

i don't know if it is from depression or of me

no i believe it's from depression and from the devil

i know it's not from you because you're a good kind heart person

? umm ,, who's melad

nvm
I found him yesterday
he changed his name
melad---->talal

TY

:) you're welcome

but that doesn't mean you stop visiting this page

p:

LOL
^.^sure

i regard myself as a source of evilness in this world

? what ? why do you say something like that

clearly you are not

i feel that i'm the enemy of my self

how why when i don't know

i hate myself and to reflect all bad circumstances on her

trust me all this talk is from the devil

I know who you feel ,, i know it's a bad feeling

but you have to take a step back a little bit ,, think about who you are

you're muslim ,, and as muslims we live and work for the afterlife to obey Allah

and the devil doesn't want us to do that ,, he will find a way to keep us down ,, don't let him do that

don't let him win

i swear with Allah that i know all that

but i can't

i can't

do you have plants ? because taking care of a plant is healthy

you water them and you make a good place for them ,, and then when they grow big and beautiful

you will feel good because you will be able to see the result of your caring on those plants

sorry i don't like to care about any thing

if you ever wanna talk or something ,, im always here