I give up ,, I'm not strong

I always knew I'm not strong

I'm weak

:(

it's just soooo hard

one day they want to me with me

the next day they push me away

why ,, just why

I'm so confused ,, I don't know what to think anymore

I'm tired ,, so tired of all this

miss.7oria ,, I understand

I finally understand what you're talking about

no one deserves love ,, humans are not for love

they will just use you and then after they get bored they will throw you away like trash

love is just a lie ,, it's not real

I'm sorry

:(

that's true

:(

? I just want a reason ,, why is she playing with my heart

one day she wants to see me and talk to me

and then the other day she keeps pushing me away

why ? i wanna know

she should be honest and clear ,, it's not good to play with someone's feelings and emotions

but she wasn't like that before

everything was so beautiful between me and her

but suddenly ,, she changed ,, and when i try ti ask her if something is wrong

she says now is not a good time we will talk about it later

i keep thinking maybe i did something wrong ,, but i didn't

she just changed ,, she started treating me in a cold way

now i'm thinking maybe she's testing me or something

I don't think she's that type of people

I just want to understand ,, I'm so confused right now

? I want to know why she suddenly changed

I really believe she's testing me

every time i try to talk to her

she says now is not a good time ,, we will talk about it later

I'm thinking maybe she wants to see who i react

maybe she wants to see what will i do

?? REALLY

? so what should i do

I think that's what i will do

thank you so much miss.7oria for this talk

i really appreciate it

:)

thank you so much miss.7oria

i wish you all the happiness and joy too

thank you so much my sister

if you ever needed anything ,, I'm always here and I'll be more then happy to help

or just listen