what's the matter brother???

they keep playing with my emotions

and i can't take it anymore

sometimes they want me and sometimes they don't

i can't do this anymore

and every time i want to talk to them about this they change the subject

they don't wanna talk about it

what i want to say is that a woman starts her deep love after marriage
but the man starts from the highest level of love from the early beginning before marriage

? so whats the solution for that

i don't know what now

i can't breath

i am about to faint

i can't control myself

i've a lot of dangerous medicines and satan is ordering to to do bad things

may i ask why

? whats the reason that made you feel like this

failure in this life

you are not a failure

for a start you're very good in English

so many people want to be like that

second you're smart and strong

ma sha allah

something happened to me today

I leave work at 5 ,, on my way back i was thinking about something

something not good ,, i was planning on leaving the kingdom and go away ,, for ever

i was planning to start a new life some where far from here ,, as i was driving

some guy came out of no where and hit me ,, it wasn't that bad but my car is new and pretty expensive

i was so mad and so upset ,, but i thought ,, maybe i was wrong to think that

maybe i was thinking about a wrong decision ,, because i was seriously thinking about running away and

start a new life far away from here and never come back ,, but that accident opened my eyes

i cant write a letter

get some rest

eat something and sleep

I pray for allah that you will feel better

and thank you so much for talking with me

it helps me a lot ,, i really appreciate it

hi ,, i hope you're feeling better today

:( i don't feel so good myself

why??????











































.

because i stopped using my medicine about ten days ago

and yesterday was so stressful for me ,, i felt really tired last night

i didn't go to work today ,, and im still not feeling good

:( maybe ill start using my medicine again