I feel like I'm drowning

? What Is Love
and why does love never find me
Instead Broken Hearts Surround Me
And once again the wrong person found me
Saying she wouldn't hurt me
but in the end she didn't deserve me
? What Is Love
and why doesn't love know my name
I prayed to God that it would change
But true love never came
? What Is Love
,I ask myself time after time
,why is love so blind
or I shouldn't waste my time
,I guess Broken Hearts are only made for me
....Because love finds everyone else but love never found me

I'm consumed by sadness and depression ,, and i think it will be with me for ever

i realized that when i forgot what happiness feels like

I'm a bird ,, with broken wings

actually ,, it's not only just that

my heart is broken ,, my soul is dead

my spirit is shaken,, my confidence is gone

i fight a battle ,, everyday

it's a battle against depression and hatred and anger

I've been beaten so many times ,, I'm numb ,, i can't feel anything ,, I only feel emptiness

an empty heart ,, an empty soul ,, an empty mind ,, it hurts so much to feel so empty inside

nothing really matters to me anymore ,, i really don't care about anything ,, anything at all

i'll always be the same

the same sad depressed miserable messed up guy

miss u sultan
^.^
i'm busy woman in this week and the next week
just pray 4 me plz

hi ludy ,, it's good to see you

may Allah be with you and help you

:) have a great night

حسبي الله على اللغه الانجليزيه الي مقدر اتعمل معها
فيس يصيح
شلونك سسسسسلطان عساك بخير يا وجه الخير وكيف الاهل وكيفك مع الدوام ؟

هلا والله حنين ,, الحمد لله بخير ,, انتي شخبارك ان شاء الله طيبة

:) this is for you ludy

its one of my favorites

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=seQ9yQ4Alh4

sadness and loneliness will bring me down on my knees and kill me

i just cant handle this anymore ,,my brain can not handle being exhausted all the time