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رقم العضوية : 30500  تاريخ التسجيل :  05 2010  أخر زيارة : 21-01-2016 (10:33 AM)  المشاركات : 675 [ + ]  التقييم :  40

لوني المفضل : Cadetblue

You kind of scared me at first when you started talking by saying "oh my god",.. you made me think what What??? what happened

What is the one thing that makes us different?? You mentioned there's a difference, but you didn't mention what the
difference is?

اقتباس:

why ? why should i be responsible for somthing i have nothing to do with why should my life be like this because of someone eals

Is that the difference? You think my life isn't effect by others at all? or that I'm responsible for it all? or neither of those are the difference!?

You say you can't take it anymore!! I couldn't a while ago (months) and NOWI feel like I'm extremely drowning in overflow mode.. Surprised I'm still living.. Doubt I will last at this rate.. No one acknowledges the difference though of any of my mental states.. or what they really are or the degree.. I don't think so, no.. Seems I've always talked to myself in this world mainly when I really need to be heard more than any other time when I DON'T need anyone.. I don't know if it's that I don't how to talk in order for people to get the message or some understanding or is it that I speak Chinese... I don't know... Who knows .. You know?..

Lay, I don't feel I've had opportunities or right timings to make myself loud and clear about what really counts

Heh I just LOVE life right now.. It's so umm welcoming right now.. I don't want to miss out on how great I feel lay.. I'm being sarcastic.. Nothing nice.. I'm very worried in fact really really worried and don't know what to do.. I feel like I need to act fast to save myself, but :( well it's complicated..... Never mind ignooooore that ugly picture of where I'm standing or falling heh.. Just ignore

اقتباس:

don't mind me , i can talk like this forever

Talk... I don't mind it.. Why mute yourself

Me, perhaps it's what I do best.. Not really a speaker.. Not a true one in real life

Hate myself for that.. For a lot of things in fact that I don't see a positive side to

I should have muted/silenced myself through a big part of this post, because I have nothing good to say.. Depressed